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» ninoszag - my ex hates me

throughout our 1 year and 6 month reltionship we were verymuch in love. no major arguements and a fair amount of communication. then she began to pick fights where there werent any. she then left to new jersey on vacation for 2 weeks where i was completely ignored, returned and did the same. when my birthday came around the corner she could care less about being there and showed up about 5 hours late. she went on vacation again and we decided we were gonna have a serious talk about everything when she came back. another 2 weeks of a cold shoulder. when she came back instead of me being angry i was actually so happy to hear from her i forgot about everything else. i thought everything was goiin good for a day or 2. and then out of the blue she breaks up with me. now im sittin here 1 month later and beggin her to be with me and using every last resort to not lose her completely.right now we sit as just friends with no thoughts of getting back together. shes been hangin out with a few new guys she claims are just friends and it bothers me. ifeel like dying because all i do is cry, at work, at home, beforte i go to sleep, in the car, when i hear music... what do i do... i feel like shes getting back at me or tryin to teach me a lesson

-- posted by ninoszag